independence overwhelms me and i'm being sooo irresponsible. i'm flunking ECO and BA. it f*cks everything up! nahihiya ako kina Mama and Papa. Mama's coming home for Christmas and she's going to buy me a laptop. I feel so guilty because i don't deserve that gift. there's only less than two weeks before final exams, and hindi ko alam kung panu pa ko makakabawi.

during ECO period, i fell asleep while taking the quiz. bummer talaga! i got 12/40. hehe. only two people passed and one of them was my seatmate and FRIEND! how could you not let me copy your answer, FRENIE JEAN SUNGA??? anyway, it was my fault. i studied super late the night before and slept at 3am. walang naretain. grrr!

i need some guide pa rin talaga. i'm super stubborn kasi and sometimes nauuna pa yung gala kaysa sa studies. but not always. etong week was super busy lang talaga and we had to make props for our LIT play every day hanggang gabi so that meant less time for studying. i wish i attended that time management seminar that the guidance office organized. i went to see the last UST-FEU game instead. :<