i swear to GOD, i have nothing to do with it! why would i even do that to YOU, of all people--- one of the persons whom i trust most since college started. i've known you for more than a year now and i wouldn't want to break the friendship we have just because of some things which i would never do to anyone. i'm not that kind of person.

i'm bothered not because i'm guilty. i'm so worried about the way things would change and i don't want that to happen. i want things to be the way they used to be. that incident shouldn't have happened. that f*cking person, whoever did it, should get shot. f*ck her, whoever she is!

thanks, pao. and to you too, judan. thank you so much for making me feel better this morning. i'm glad there are some people who still care.