you keep on talking about TRUST when you yourself don't even know what it means. you think that everything is okay when the truth is everything has become worse because of what you're doing. why are you so manhid? that or you're just ignoring how we feel on purpose. how dare you do that to us, to me especially!

you're supposed to be spending time with us instead of doing some lame stuff with people whom you call "friends". are they? how much do they care for you, huh? are you as important to them as you are to us? they aren't the ones whom you should be going out with. you're old enough to know what's right but how come you're doing the opposite things? don't act stupid coz i know you're not. you're letting them get into you. you're letting them control your life.

hell, i despise you! people care about you, respect you and what you give them in return is this! fuck! you disappoint me. many times, i said that i wanted my boyfriend to be just like you. i take that back.