i have another emotional outlet aside from this blog. it's a standard size pink notebook with a huge "HANDS OFF" sticker on the cover. i read some of the things i wrote there and found these hilarous notes:

1. January 31, 2007
09:09pm A HEARTBREAKING MOMENT...
While on our way to the Eng Complex to get Steph's laptop (we were going to do our NS report at the lib), Steph, Reina and I saw TALL GUY with his girlfriend. I was sure she was because i think i saw them HHWW. Such a terrible sight. tsk tsk. just terrible.. :(
WE WERE SUPPOSED TO BE MEANT FOR EACH OTHER....

[hahahahaha! this is really embarrassing..]

2. January 31, 2007
09:09pm During Theo period...
Paolo: Saang lugar ang may maraming gatas?
Reina: Sa Milky Way?
Paolo: Hindi..
Ako: Saan??
Paolo: Sa NAPLE. (smiles)
(For the idiots: St. Thomas studied at the University of Naple)

3. February 01, 2007
04:45pm NATSCI Period.. (opening prayer)
Reina: Glory be to the Father, and to the Son....
1-Dam: As it was in the beginning....
Reina: In the name of the Father...
Prof. Santos: Okay, GOODBYE....
1-Dam: Huh????
: Yehey!!
: Bye, Ma'am. Hehe..

4. February 07, 2007
09:13pm Funny: Poet Alan Watts once said he was a vegetarian "because cows scream louder than carrots."
09:26pm May naalala pa ako... DUBBERMAN! instead of saying Doberman, Dubberman ang nasabi ko. haha. yung kinainan kasi namin kanina may malaking aso eh. akala pa nga ni Ate Charma BABOY.. wahahahaha... funnier!

5. February 15, 2007
05:41pm Tip#1 (Be A COOL Parent): Put a suggestion/comment box where your kid could drop papers containing his rants or suggestions on how he would like you to treat him, etc.

[oh mehn. i remember this. i was thinking about how i could be a great parent to my children in the future and then i just thought of making this tip so i could read it when i'm older. haha ]

6. February 19, 2007
10:57am OH MY GOD!!! i imagined that Prof. Garma's butt-naked. Yuck!! Wait, i didn't think of it. it just POPPED out of my mind. Honestly. WAAAAAAH! Help!!! I am a SINFUL person...

[ let me clear things right here. manyak na ako kung manyak but i swear, from the bottom of my hypothalamus, that i DID NOT mean to imagine that awful sight. haha. ]

01:51pm I'm here at the Reader's Cafe. Alone. Steph and Reina are returning some books in the Civil Law section. Sana maalala nila na andun yung libro at clear book ko. Haha.
Ohy! i STILL can't believe that i was imagining about my prof being naked. THEOLOGY PROFESSOR pa!!!! Forgive me, Lord. I just have to whack my head with a club or something.

7. February 28, 2007
07:25pm CHIKA MINUTE:
Saw Fides yesterday at the library. she said hi then i noticed she was with a guy. Well, not just any guy. He made akbay to her. Yihee! Love affair.

[ i do need to stay away from other people's business. pasensya, chismosa!]

know what? this is the reason why i keep a diary. it's fun to look back on all the things that happened in the past, whether it be an awful one or a kilig moment. i don't usually get to post on my blog so i write down all the crazy thoughts i get on my notebook. when i don't write them down, i don't feel okay. you know the feeling when you're constipated and you just want to let it all out of your system? that's exactly how i feel. MENTAL DIARRHEA. it's what Ala Paredes calls it. there's no cure for it. you just have to live with it. :)