i admit, i don't want to get into any trouble. i'm scared of T-R-O-U-B-L-E. i'd do what it takes to run away from it. even if it means i have to lie.

but you see, i've realized that lying puts me in a bigger trouble than telling the truth. i stayed at the dormitory watching DVD after we had P.E. when i was supposed to be looking for a group mate, and see if she had sent me a copy of our report on my email so that i could print it. i didn't notice that my other groupmate, was trying to call me because i was so busy criticizing Dr. Dorian's new hair in season 3. i had no cellphone load so i didn't text her immediately. when i did, i told her i was asleep when she rang. gago noh? stupid! stupid! stupid! stupid!

god i hate myself.

of course, i also realized that if you made a mistake, you should be ready to pay the piper (face the consequences). so here i am, trying to look for the fucking tagalog meaning of responsibility!!!!! hirap..






help... please?